Excruciating Suffering: My Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. Then came rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Still, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.

Official guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.

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